Individual emotionality spikes instead of shifting back and forth

“Individuality is really an odd thing. It just is. And it’s an odd thing because it has no grip. It has nothing to hold onto. If you’re tribal you have a lot to hold onto, you hold onto everything. And you have it all around you. That is, your bargains and your friendships and the support, there’s all these things to hold onto.

If you’re abstract you have your memories. You have a trail, you have continuity, you have something. But individuality has nothing, because it is a pulse, an impulse, a thing in the moment or not, in the moment or not, in the moment or not. And of course, at the emotional level this becomes a dilemma. Most people who are, for example, either 39/55s or 12/22s if you know them over a long period of time you do not notice a lot of shifting in their emotional plane. You don’t.

And this is the by-product of not knowing which way to go wave wise, because of course everything about the knower is not knowing. That is, the mechanics don’t know whether to attach themselves to the down or the up, so we end up with individuals who spike. And you can know an individual—12-22s are classic in this— you can know them for many years and suddenly in an instant they turn absolutely cold. They’ve spiked.

It’s much more dramatic in the 39/55, dramatic in the sense that if it’s not properly integrated into the life it can be deeply melancholic, it can be potentially deeply depressive and these can be spikes that are very volatile. That is, the kinds of things in which one descends into dark domains that one doesn’t seem to be ever able to get out of.

Again, the tendency in the individuality is simply to plane. And of course the plane is always waiting for a mutation. The moment the mutation comes there is going to be some kind of transformation. But it again waits for the mutation.

| Our dude, Ra Uru Hu